i'm an asshole

now theres a saddam hussein video out there that i havent gotten yet, but the songs the same:

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=2285829452014333467&q=i%27m+an+asshole&hl=en

I hate the Army!

ok really, what soldier hasn't said that shit before. I swear this this whole mental fuck shit they do to you is getting old, real fast! And this whole trip, "We're B Co, the most disciplined" well fuck that, let me be ate up Alpha or even chicken Charlie, at least they get released on time!
16 days, omg I dont know if I can take it. And then theres the promises that 18"heaven" is just that, well they told me AIT was a cake walk too, "my recruiter lied to me" LOL......
oh, and if I have to be held accountable for all the fuck ups the males do, then I want to be allowed to have the "male" MOS's too....what bitch couldnt be a bomb ass sniper?
Go Green :rolleyes. oh, and if i have to listen to one more cabby tell me the military sucks, as he takes my money, I'm gonna bitch slap the mother.

ps - its 30 degrees here, there are icicles everywhere, we have been issued no cold weather gear, but are outside all day training! Shoot me, I wouldnt be able to feel it any ways!

back to the grind

Well tomorrow its back to work.

These days off have been wonderful. I came home, life went on without me, but it let me right back in when I got here. I missed my family, my friends, my kittens, my stuff!! so much....and I have to leave it all again...and this time I have no idea when I'll be able to come back. Best case scenario I come home again next xmas, and that sucks!
I had the best time being home. I had an even better time being able to spend time alone and together with that guy I love. Us being in training together, we most likely won't have that again for a very long time. I hate to think about how the army will keep us apart.

Any ways, peace out.